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19 julio RelationshipThis is my first English entry, the first time using English to write something i want to say instead of some 500 words writing of goddamn band 6 exam,and i did count words during the text,nightmare!
Okay, let me get straight to the point.When i get out of a relationship last time, i woke up every morning feeling holpless, feeling that the love of my life is walking up with the wrong man, yeah, that's true. Sometimes even had a strong feeling to end my...mmm, maybe not that desperate. But the truth is i just can't get her out of my mind. Food has lost its taste, colors all seem dull. Things that matter...they just no longer do. It last about 3 months, too long for that. Finally i back to my normal life, 9 to 6 everyday, smooth but not sexy.
The best way to cure this is to open another window. There's one girl, she's a peach. Standing in the elevator in a radius of 1 meters area of me every single day, just no contact occur. But i force myself to think about her all the time. Besides, I always believe that the Hitch said about the basic principle that no matter what, no matter when, no matter how, any man always has a chance to sweep any woman off her feet, just need a right broom. But i kinda fear of long term relationship. Every time i got in, i woke up at the middle of night and said to myself: i can't believe i did that. It never last longer than 6 months. And incredibly never pass Valentine's Day and Christmas of course. Lucy boy, change colors in different sides facing different ones but remain the same, just more colorful, like magic cube. And i like that.
I never enjoyed the long term relationship. What i enjoy is being a solo flying mystery man.Cause i really don't know how to preserve, i am completely empty about this. But still desire.True, something you cannot change, let it be. If you are feeling unsure, you have to go with your gut. Feel it freely, taste it, enjoy it, finally, get used to it. And i am confident like usual, because the lucky fact is that just like the rest of us even a beautiful girl dosen't know what she wants until she sees it. Comentarios (4)Para agregar un comentario, inicia sesión con tu cuenta de Windows Live ID (si utilizas Hotmail, Messenger o Xbox LIVE, ya tienes una cuenta de Windows Live ID). Iniciar sesión ¿No tienes una cuenta de Windows Live ID? Regístrate
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